the secrets behind hidden smiles

its been a super long time since i wrote in this blog. my hectic schedule really didn’t give me the time to share my experiences here in my blog. many events have happened w/out u knowing it… but i’ll try to have a new start and try to update my blog…

well our teaches assigned us to write an essay and he let us choose any topics we desire… the topic that i have chosed is all about mr. palahang. before i submit it to him, i want to have your comments about my essay…

honestly, i dont write essays and im not an english writer so dont expect much from these… so please understand if its so bad becausw i dont write essay and im bad in english…

SUPERMan

CRSSHHHHHHHHH!!!

“The glasses clashed as they shattered into pieces when the villain harshly destroyed the building with its vigorous power. But what a surprise and disbelief he has when he catch a glimpse of a man wearing a blue shirt, he was shocked to see that the lonely faced of the people was changed into a hopeful one, the new superhero in town is about to save them and defeat the evil villain. They all cheered for the hero of the world has succeeded. A man named Superman.”

Well the movie “Superman Returns” is fantastic. It makes the young viewers or even the older ones say WOW and hang onto their mouths open because of the eye bursting scenes in the movie. It kept me dreaming that I can be as good as him too. When I was younger I even idolized him. Pretending to be him and collecting superman’s stuff has always fond me. His powers to save people from danger, his powers to defeat the evil villain that keeps making the people’s lives miserable, his ability to fly to the skies with one arm rising, and an S in his shirt really makes me amazed.”Could that be really true?”,I asked to myself. But this question has been unintentionally answered as I stepped inside the four corners of the Sampaguita classroom. I felt a different spark in my nerves sensing that Superman could be here. I smiled because I know that it is impossible. But, my mind is still curious about the vibes that it gave me when I arrive to my classroom.

Well, I’ve figured out why. I have sensed a person more truthful than superman because superman only exist in movies. I have met a guy which I believe is my new teacher. The thing that he is way more potent than superman came into my mind. This guy that I am telling you is named Joean Palahang. Well if you just listen to his name, he is 0% superhero material and when you looked at him you would be confused why I considered him as a Superman. But as soon as you know him closer and try to spend extra time with him, you can understand why he is a Superman to me.

He is the guy who is so patient to all his naughty students. He just told us calm words to keep us quiet. He is more powerful than Superman by doing that simple thing. While Superman is reining the box office, “Joepal” always be the star of the classroom. He shares information that he knew and discuss every little part of the topic. He also act like he is one of us. He played with us and sometimes he would join us while were having a laugh.

He want to tolerate us to do good things because I think that he believe that you can achieve anything you desire by doing this. He’s more likely than a friend that will make you realize that a helping hand will always be there in times of problem. He loves us as much as our parents do. He encourages us to go out in that pearly shell and shine and his advices were worth remembering until the end of time.

As the Superman that all of us were astonished is there on the movie theater Mr. Palahang, is not just a superman in the classroom but also an aminable superman in their home. He acts well as a husband and had been faithful to his wife for many years from now. Helives simply in a simple house, but a house full with love, affection, protection and caring. He’s responsibility as a devoted partner of her wife is never ignored.

By these I can tell that you really don’t have to fly or to wear the funny costumes to be a hero. Simple things can make you one. And the simple things that Mr. Joean did is enough evidence or proof that he deserves to be a Superhero. He does not need the Oscar Award as much as Brandon Routh craved for it. He doesn’t need to act or to do anything.By doing things in his own unpretentious ways we can already follow his footsteps to also be a successful guy like him. He doesn’t need the 204 million worth of pesos to be ecstatic but a loving wife by his side and his students with him, is more than a billion of pesos.

I have to be real that the supermans whose faces were on the posters were not the true-to-life SUPERMANS, the real one is not as rare as a leprechaun gold but just a simple and loving mentor. As what Cristopher Reeves said, “A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.” Mr. Palahang will always be the Superman in our hearts and his face will be stuck like a tattoo in our minds forever.

OH MY GOD!!! Boring jud kaau ang "achievers day" first of all kailangan namo nga musakay sa float tapos magwave sa mga tawo… pagsakay namo nagwave wave na me… pero la man tawo ui!!! mura me ug mga buang didto nga gakaway sa hangin… tapos na out balance pa jud q sa amo float ug natumba… nanlantaw gud tanan sa aq… (ulaw jud kaau). Then naa na me sa venue, and nakita naq aq kuya kuya sa chat… maulaw man sya musturya ui, so naghilom na lng pud q… when gitawag aq ngalan ningsaka daun q sa stage ug gikuha ang mahalon nga certificate… mura jud q mabuang when ang nakasulat didtu "Rorri Trishtan Perez". aqua jud real name kay "Rom Trishtan Perez"… ningsamut pa jud aq kalagot nang kwaon naq aq ikaduha nga certificate ug ang nakasulat na pud "Dom Tristan Perez"… Gikadaghan na nila gisalbahis aq ngalan… huhuhu, pero happy japun q at least na recognize q nila… hehehe

         i still remember when the announcer of rspc call  my name as 3rd placer in feature writing filipino… all pagadian delegates shout with joy as i come up to the stage… until now i really can’t believe that i just place in the regionals… it really mean that i can go to KORONADAL CITY  as a delegate in the national schools press conference.
        at exactly 8:00 we directly go to the KCC MALL OF MARBEL  to eat our dinner at JOLLIBEE. after that we go to our room… tommorow afternoon is the opening parade that seems not to end… im very tired… but my tiredness were gone when people from region 10 are screaming… i wonder why… then i caught a glimpse of the philippine version of zac efron… sam concepcion… actually im not a fan of him but i scream and shout kuya!!!!!!!! all delegates are looking at me that make me shut my mouth because of shyness…
       finally we arrive at the south cotabato complex were the opening program was held… cute presentations wer presented and after that is the 6-minute fireworks that said to cause an almost half a million… i sleep early bcuz tommorow will be my contest…
        my mom wake me up at 4:00 am to study again… in the afternoon were already in the contest venue… my stomach ache… i think im gonna faint… i really don’t know what to do… i think its bcuz of the nervousness. at last im in the contest room still nervous… the examiner told us the guidelines… but i don’t understand what he is saying bcuz i really am nervous… then he gave me the answer sheet and the question sheet… i read the topic that we will be writing.

" as a campus journalist what can you do to tell the consumers that you have to base a product by its quality and not by popularity"

    my heart beats faster as i write my title… my penmanship looks terrible cause my hand is shivering… the examiner tells that 15 minutes left… my heart beats more faster because i have still 3 long important paragraphs that is still on my draft and not on my answer sheet… what i do is i summarized those paragraphs…. then i pass my answer sheet…
        after the contest…im still nervous cuz my article may be good if i dont summarize the important paragraphs… but i  make my mind positive that i reallly can win…
       before the awarding ceremony… we go to LAKE SEBU and go to GONGON FALLS with the team pagadian… i am really happy bcuz i have never seen such a place in my whole life…
        then the time that ive been waiting for has arrive… the host now announce the winners on feature writing… "7th, 6th ,5th ,4th , 3rd, 2nd,… and 1st CARAGA REGION"  its not me… i think want to cry but i stop myself… in a contest there is always a winner and a loser…
        To relieve my feelings from being hurt… i buy things that can cheer me up like the junior novels of ELLA ENCHANTED, FREAKY FRIDAY and BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA. I also buy a book titled LOVESTRUCK and the volume 2 of the HSM MAGAZINE. I also buy an album of the JONAS BROTHERS that cost P350.00. I also buy FLUTES, shirts, keychains… and ofcourse pasalubong…

i think  im dying with these problems… first… a bone of a milkfish stuck on my damn esophagus and hanggang ngayon ay di pa rin matanggal… sakit tlaga… masakit magsalita at talagang mahapdi… i do all my best para matanggal pero ayaw tlaga… i think na inom ko na yung whole galon ng water pero ayaw tlaga matanggal… at i finally discovered the secret of my best friend.. he has been plastic to me all the time… i discovered na palagi lang nya ako sinasabihan ng masama dahil minsan ay magagalit sya sa mga jokes ko.. he said something na mahurt ka tlaga cuz im really not expecting that he will act like that… mabait naman sya kung meron ako pero kung wala ay palagi niya ako sinasabihan ng masama… i thought he was my best friend but i realized na hindi pala… im really shocked… kabado na rin ako… kasi yung nspc sa koronadal, malapit na… ngayong sunday na kami pupunta dun… i hope manalo aq doon pero it seems so impossible kasi whole philippines na yung nasa competition… pero malay natin baka may himala… sana di na umabot dun yung kamalasan ng buhay ko…

huhuhu… nkalimutan ko sumulat kahapon kasi itong kuya ko ayaw tlagang paawat… lgi naglalaro ng dota… well kahapon is not so good to me… kahapon kasi bumili kami ng battery para sa remote ng dvd namin dahil ayaw gumana nung isang araw… pero pag try namin ay ayaw tlagang gumana… kaya ako agad ang maysala… i ask myself bakit ako??? y its always me… napapansin ko na lahit nlang ng kamalian ay ako ang tinuturo… i really did my best to take care of that remote pero malay ko ba bakit nasira yun… siguro nung wla ako ay ano na ang nangyari dun… i am really hurt kasi yung feeling na kahit hindi ikaw ang may sala eh ikaw pa yung tinuturo… glit din kuya ko kahapon sa akin kasi nilagay ko yung pic nya na may dalang gitara sa profile ko… i will just let him know na i am just grateful na kuya ko sya… pero imbes na i appreciate ay nagalit pa… y all these people acting this way to me… i really did my best to make anyone proud or happy but i didn’t really think my beST IS enough… nag church kami kahapon… uhaw na uhaw tlaga kasi kain cotton candy… hehehe… nakakauhaw tlaga yung matamis… but i can’t stop the crave for the cotton candy… alam ko na pambata yun pero masarap tlaga sya… pumunta din kami jollibee…

ngayon naman ay so pressuring day for me… nakalimutan ko na may assignment pala kami sa english na first period namin… tapos sabi ni maam na sa ground kami maglilinis kaya there’s no way na makakagawa ako ng answer sa room namin… pero dahil may kausap pa si maam ay dali sali akong gumawa… eh ang hirap din ng mga words na nandoon kaya di ko na lang yun pinakialaman… at pagkatapos nilang mag usap ay sakto rin na natapos ko yung assignment… nadagdagan din yung points ko dahil tumulong ako sa paglilinis sa ground… di ko inuna tung assigment ko kasi baka magalit yung teacher ko dahil di ako tumulong sa paglilinis…

sa noon naman reading time nun… my partner in reading is still reading and answering… kaya i still wait… kinausap ako nung second namin at nagkwentuhan nang biglang nagalit si maam at sinabihan yung kausap ko na " MABUTI UMUWI KA NA KUNG PALAGI KANG NAGKWEKWENTUHAN DYAN, PALAGI NA LANG KITANG NAKIKITANG GANYAN" alam ko na kasali ako sa sinasabi nya kaya nag behave na lang ako. Palagi na lang akong pinadidinggan pero pinipilit ko ang sarili ko na wag itong pansinin… now im afraid na baka i will end up 2nd placer or 3rd placer kasi parang galit na galit na yung teacher ko sa akin… kung magbehave ako ay di nya ako nakikita pero kung lalabas yung pagkakatalkative ko ay nakikita nya ako… bakit ba ganito ang life ko… bigay naman kayu suggestions please>>>>>>>>>>

nakalimutan kong sumulat sa online diary ko… kasi nood kami movies na naked fear, i am legend at sydney white… lagi ko inulit ulit yung movie kasi cute sya… 12:00 pm na natulog kaming lahat dhil pinilit ko silang manood ng sydney white kasi nung highschool pa sila ay meron silang fraternity at yung movie na to ay tungkol sa fraternity at sorority… well kahapon is not so wonderful day… kasi kahit sabado ay nagrereview pa rin kami sa NAT exam… wla tlagang pahinga basta graduating ka na… andami gawain at problema… tapos nang review pinapunta pa kami ng classmate ko para magtanim….. rgggh. sana matapos na yung mga paghihirap ko. buti na lang pagdating sa bahay ay nagpapahunga lang at mag internet… gusto ko sana makipagchat kung sino online pero wla tlaga kahit isa. kahapon ko rin nalaman ang resulta ng mtap elimination round… in the whole division we are 6th in place… wlang increase kagaya pa rin ng dati nung grade five pa ako. hanggang ngayon ay iniisip ko pa rin kung paano ko sisimulan yung sinulat kong story… bad shot tlaga yun… naisip ko na yung birthday ko june 5, and it’s like in the first week of classes… sabi ni mama na bibigyan na lang nya ako ng 500 pesos at isama ko na lang fwendz ko… pero im sure la pa me fwendz pagdating ng b-day ko… sino kaya sasama ko sa pagcelebrate… baka im all alone in my birthday…huhuhuhuhu

arrrrrrhhhgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! kainis… nawala yung lovestory na sinulat ko… di ko alam kung bakit nawala yun… la naman sa recycle bin… di ko na alam ano gagawin ko… i really don’t remember anything… ganda na ng script nun pero nawala… bakit ba naging ganito ka miserable ang life ko.

kanina naman nakita ko na naman yung sinasabi kong evilish classmates ko na nagcopy na naman sa classmates ko… buti na lang 12 lang sya pero aq 13… palagi ko na lang sya nakikita kasi magkaharap lang ang seats namin… tapos kung pag recitation kami… kung meron akong answer ay gagayahin nya… at sya yung palalakpakan kasi di masyadong narinig nung boses ko… i really hate her.

tapus yung isang classmate ko naman… kailan ipakita namin kay maam yung answer namin sa napakahabang equation sa math… pagsabi ni maam na correct ang answer ko agad nyang tiningnan ang paper ko pretending she’s not at isinulat sa scratch paper at ipinakita kay maam… di ko man siya nakita pero marami ang nagwitness na tlagang she’s copying my answer…

kaasar din tong sipon ko… nakakahiya sa skul palagi akong
humihigop… pero marami naman kami kaya medyo nawala rin yung sipon
ko…

Napakasaya talaga namin sa P.E. namin kasi yung mga games namin yung mga pambata… saya talaga kasi it let me remind of my childhood memories na palaging naglalaro at walang problema…

gumawa ako ng top ten list ng most favorite hollywood actor, actress, and movie… tingnan nyo na lang at search kung di nyo kilala o di nyo alam yung mga tao o movie na nasa top ten ko…

TOP TEN BEST ACTORS                                        TOP TEN BEST ACTRESS

1. Zac Efron                                                             1. Vanessa Anne Hudgens
2. Lucas Grabeel                                                    2. Ashley Tisdale
3. Daniel Radcliffe                                                  3. Amanda Bynes
4. Channing Tatum                                                 4. Lindsay Lohan
5. Justin Timberlake                                            5. Hillary Duff
6. Joe Jonas                                               6. Beyonce Knowles
7. Chris Pine                                                              7. Miley Cyrus
8. Adam Garcia                                                        8. Anne Hathaway
9. Jesse Metcalfe                                        9. Michelle Trachtenberg
10. Jesse McCourtney                                 10. Britney Spears

TOP TEN BEST MOVIES

1. Sydney White
2. Highschool Musical 2
3. Highschool Musical
4. Hairspray
5. Not Another Teen Movie
6. Bring It On: In It To Win It
7. She’s The Man
8. John Tucker Must Die
9. Eurotrip
10. American Pie Presents Beta House

sarap tlaga avocado dla ni papa galing ipil… mmmmmm sarap tlaga… i never used to eat avocado tlaga pero ang dami ko talagang nakain…

huhuhu… i really proved myself that im really a great sinner… i will just not tell you why i call my self a sinner because its private… i really done many bad things today. well i am also glad that i got a perfect score in our assignment that is making an outline… im a little bit nervous cuz i make my assignments in our room bcuz i juz forgot that we have an assignment… but in science i only got 14 over 20… i think i am so dumb… in math also i got 9 out of 10… i think that in third grading i will be just 2nd or something bcuz I always got low scores… i will just study… me and my classmates are so happy juzt dis afternoon cuz were always saying jokes and were so noisy that our teacher scold us a little… but I think that it is not a scold… its a warning that if we will not shut our mouths she will minus our grades… but nothing to fear… cuz the friend that accompanies me in laughing is also the second honors… after cleaning our room we go to the stage and dancin’ like crazy… i always wanna have fun with my classmates because it will be our last time to have bonding bcuz in highschool we will be seperated from each other… i think that as much as possible… i will post my blog daily… im so angry bcuz my brother always making me angry… i like him but sometimes it’s just he’s… dont mind.

 actually its my first time to create my blog… i always try to have one but nearly failed because we dont have an internet in 2007… i will start making blogs seriously. First of all this day is not so lucky day for me… i don’t have the highest score in subjects like E.P.P,MSEP, And Character EDucation in our 3rd Periodical test… I always say that i am the most unlucky person in this whole wide world… but then I realized that there are still millions of people that is so unlucky in life… but i am not unlucky all the time… our group have get the highest score in reporting… but im sad because my members didn’t help and they got a high score… i review much for science for our test tommorrow… I am afraid that my evilish classmate named_____ will copy again to her seatmate and got a high score… i don’t understand why she is doing that… i mean you don’t have to copy anyone’s answer. If i were her i will just study and accept what score I got because that’s what i deserve… and im still working with the lovestory that i am writing… It is titled "DEAL OR NO DEAL" because its about two best friends that make a deal that the boy will pay to the tuition and any needs of her bestfriend just to let her bestfriend’s friend na ilakad sya sa crush nya na friend nang kanyang best friend pero habang tumatagal ang nag change na ang pagtingin ng boy sa crush nya at nahulog ang kanyang kalooban sa kanyang best friend na two years na nyang kasama …(just wait till it got finished so I will post it here and I will let You read it) i have a little talent on writing… and im still praying for blessings that god will guide me in this NSPC…